Beach View Karimi Estate

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A large estate overlooking the beach, it has a large fence around the perimeter that is monitored securely.

This estate is inhabited by Casper Karimi and his father, Darius.

Cecil laid in his bed and sighed, 'I know he's blaming himself right now, but this is really my fault. I sort of did push him into it didn't I? I'd rather be with him right now, but I don't want something awful to happen like last time so its best we don't sleep together tonight... or even for a while.' He turned over in his bed pulling the covers over himself and closed his eyes.

He felt a few tears slip down his cheeks, 'I want to stay with him but... he wouldn't even want me there, would he...? I hope we'll be okay tomorrow...' he thought and closed his eyes, feeling them strained.

'I've really been pushing him for sex, and he's still really scared, I guess I should probably back off a bit just to try and give him enough room to get comfortable with me still.' He sighed and nuzzled his pillow before drifting off to sleep.

'Next time... next time I'm really going to go through with it... I will...' he assured himself moments before he slipped into sleep.

Cecilius woke earlier than usual and could feel a familiar sensation in his groin area. He groaned and rolled over wanting to will it away. Figuring he'd have so much luck he stood up to go to the bathroom and take a shower to take care of his problem, when all he really wanted was to go to Casper's room instead.

Casper shifted in his bed and woke up to his damp pillow. He frowned and sat up, looking down sadly. 'I really do miss Cecil... I like sleeping with him right beside me...' he sighed, 'I hope he wants to see me today...' he thought and looked up at the sound of his door opening, "Cec-" he stopped himself when he saw who it was and looked frightened, "U-uncle... w-what are you doing in here?!" he backed away on his bed as his uncle approached. "I said I'd play with you later, didn't I? I never go back on a promise..." his uncle snickered, "That butler of yours isn't with you, so it seems nobody can stop me..." he smirked and walked over to lean over Casper. Casper shook and little and tried to escape, only to be caught by his ankle. "You can't get away that easily..." his uncle smirked and pulled him back, proceeding to do away with his pants despite his protests. His uncle frowned at Casper's squirming and removed his shirt as well, using it to tie Casper's arms behind his back. Casper became more scared, past the point where he didn't want to be seen. "Someone help me!!" he screamed desperately.

As Cecilius exited his bathroom, having pulled on a clean pair of pants and started drying his hair, he heard Casper's scream and was quickly out his door and down to Casper's room. He flung the door open and could catch the scent of his uncle heavy in the room. His ears flattened and his tail brushed out in as he angrily growled, "Get away from Casper."

His uncle glared at Cecil, "You again..." he hissed and let go of casper who quickly fled to the other side or the bed, shaking with fright and tears down his cheeks. His uncle smirked, "C'mon now... you like him too, right? How about this then? You let me continue, and I'll let you touch him too, sound good?" he chuckled darkly.

"You are mistaken, I'm only here to protect Casper, it is my duty. Now if you don't mind it would be best for you to leave." He stood aside, so he could leave the room, his hands balled into fists and his jaws clenched was all he could do from attacking him right there.

His uncle glared at Cecil, "Fine... you clearly don't know how to have fun..." he started out the door and smirked at Cecil, "But you can't stop me forever..." he snickered and left. Casper looked up at Cecil with a slight, thankful smile. "Cecil..." he said softly, "I'm over here... I need you to untie my hands..." he said with more than a little embarrassment.

He nodded only growing more angry and walked over to Casper holding a hand out to find him. His hand rested on his bare thigh and his eyebrows knit together as he slid his hand up Casper's body finding him completely unclothed. He growled his anger only getting worse. He sat on the bed and pulled Casper into his lap, finding his hands and untying them at once. He then held him close resting his head on Casper's.

He blushed deeply and held onto Cecil tightly, "Thank you for saving me..." he said quietly and shook a little, "I was really scared..." he looked down, feeling embarrassed and still ashamed for what happened last night.

"It's okay," he combed his fingers through Casper's hair. "I wont let the touch you," he nuzzled Casper still holding him. He set him back on the bed and went to his dresser finding him some Boxers and pajama bottoms and returned handing them to him.

He smiled a little and took them, "Thanks." he said and got himself dressed. He pulled his knees to his chest and rested his arms on them, looking down with a sigh. 'What am I supposed to do now...? I have no idea what to say to him...'

Cecil sat next to him, and gently rubbed on of his arms with a small soft smile. "How do you feel?" He looked worriedly down towards the bed.

He frowned, "I'm fine... I'm just not sure what to say... especially after last night." he sighed and nuzzled Cecil's arm, "I'm really sorry for getting your hopes up and then just chickening out like that..."

He frowned openly, "not its fine Casper, I told you I wasn't angry with you. Please, please don't blame yourself. Its not your fault." He kissed his forehead, "I understand your confusion, its just part of your first relationship, but I'll try not to push you anymore. I'm sorry."

He looked up at Cecil and hugged his arm, pulling him down to sit beside him and nuzzling his arm, "I wont but... next time I say that I want to do that with you I promise I wont chicken out again. I wont tell you I want to until I'm sure." he smiled a little. 'Hopefully it's soon, too. I still have doubts... but they're small... so, I should be ready soon... right?'

"Please don't make promises. I don't want you to feel like you're responsible if you chicken out. I'm okay if you do, so please don't worry." He took Casper's and and kissed it lovingly. "You mean more too me than sex."

He smiled warmly and hugged Cecil, "Alright... I love you." he said softly. 'I really do love him... I'm screwed if father ever finds out.' he thought with slight amusement.

"I love you too." He smiled and hugged him back. "I'm guessing you mostly want to stay around here all day? We could read or something."

He nodded, "Yeah, I don't feel like going anywhere today." he sighed and nuzzled Cecil, "So, what should I read you?" he grinned.

"Well I actually bought some books in braille the other day, but I would enjoy you reading to me. What sort of books do you have?" He nuzzled him happily.

He smiled, "Well depends what kind of book you want. If I don't have anything you'd like then you could grab your books and read to Me if you want." he laughed and got up to look at his book shelf.

"I'm sure you'll have something. Besides, reading braille isn't the easiest thing in the world. So how about you pick, anything that's a bit older I'll like."